Pertinent to my Interests

Documentary reviews, body neutrality, parenting, Jupiter, piano, cats, European history, ghosts, rodents, the collapse of civilization, and if this goes on long enough I'll probably end up cataloguing my entire smushed penny collection.

Partial List of Thoughts at 4:45 AM

  1. I have to remember to turn notifications on for my stupid cooking app.
  2. Am I showing the kids enough love?*
  3. Ugh what if we can’t get the water turned back on at the cabin this weekend?
  4. I forgot to switch out the toothbrushes after my youngest got diagnosed with strep.
  5. What if it’s a mistake to force the kids to do piano?
  6. It makes me weirdly nervous that I only have one living ancestor now.
  7. I need to pay more attention to my friends.
  8. I need to pay more attention to my husband.
  9. I need to serve more veggies.
  10. I need to serve less sugar.

*Note that the question is not do I love my kids enough but rather am I showing them enough love. I am not at all effusive and never have been so it’s an ongoing project for me to intentionally demonstrate my love to my children.